I couldn’t have imagined the now.
I couldn't have imagined it during my senior year in high school when my dad died.
I couldn't have imagined it in the years I used my credit card to buy groceries.
I couldn't have imagined it when phone calls from my mother were best avoided because she was drunk when she made them.
I couldn't have imagined it during my senior year in high school when my dad died.
I couldn't have imagined it in the years I used my credit card to buy groceries.
I couldn't have imagined it when phone calls from my mother were best avoided because she was drunk when she made them.
I couldn’t have imagined the now.
After years of one foot in front of another, footsteps guided by some far off goal or another, I couldn’t have imagined the now.
After years of one foot in front of another, footsteps guided by some far off goal or another, I couldn’t have imagined the now.
The stability, the happiness, the joy—and the
time and energy to look up from the path in front of me and take the kind of
long view that considers the question posed in the Mary Oliver poem, the Summer
Day, “Tell me, what is it you plan
to do with your one wild and precious life?”
What shall I do? Having reached the end point of one journey,
which direction should I go? Now that this crisis is over, what comes next?
These are the kinds of question that the authors of the book of
the Prophet Zechariah wrestled with during their people’s own time of relative
stability. What shall we do? What comes next? And, in the first 8 chapters of
the book, the answer to that question is found in the rebuilding of the temple
in Jerusalem. These chapters, written after the Babylonian exile ended, in
539BCE, seeks restoration of the “good old days”—the days in which social life
was religious life and the stability of the community was reinforced by the
stability of the temple in Jerusalem.
The conclusion of chapter 8 is emphatic about the glory that
shall be restored to the people and to God upon the restoration of the temple. “Many
peoples and strong nations shall come to seek the Lord of hosts in Jerusalem,
and to entreat the favor of the Lord…In those days ten men from nations of
every language shall take hold of a Jew, grasping his garment and saying “Let
us go with you, for we have heard that God is with you.” (8:22-23)
They will see how fabulous we are and how
amazing our God is—and they will come, they will come and want to be part of
this good thing we have! They will see our amazing building, and our beautiful
worship, and they will come!
The inspiration of many a church architect?
Temple of dreams perhaps?
Yet, chapter 8 of Zechariah does not end the
book and the story’s conclusion does not star Kevin Costner in Field of Dreams.
Because, in chapter 9 the narrative shifts, because the restoration of the
temple is not the panacea the people had imagined.
It is not the restoration of the temple that shall
restore the people, rather it is the restoration of the people which shall
restore the world. And, so the priestly voice gives way to that of the marginalized
who long for a king, a Lord who will arrive with peaceful intentions whose
every word is liberation and every promise restoration.
Having been freed from exile, they rebuilt
their temple. Having rebuilt their temple, they longed to rebuild justice.
I’m wondering if this resonates with all of
you the way it resonates with me. The way it resonates with me when I name what
feels a frightening truth—that my own stability is not the end goal. That the
stability of the church is not the end goal. Rather, the end goal is the
fulfillment of the promised in-breaking of the God who loves all of creation.
It's not a beautiful building, elegant
speech, or theologically sound hymn…the end goal is the in-breaking of the
fullness of God’s love. All else falls short.
All else falls short.
All else falls short.
And, now I wonder anew. Have I preached
myself into a corner? Have I preached myself out of a job? Is the failure of the temple to restore justice point us
towards an inevitable conclusion that the Church too is irrelevant and
inadequate? That this time spent in prayer and praise, in proclamation and
preaching, in breaking bread and drinking wine—that this time, is meaningless in
the face of the evils that afflict the beloved children of God?
I hope not. I pray not. Because, it is in
this place where I am reminded that this is not a story of my own salvation.
Rather, it is a story of OUR salvation. Of God’s desire for the liberation of
the all, rather than the salvation
of the one.
When we confess together, when we demonstrate
our reconciliation through the passing of the peace and our unity through the
breaking and the sharing of the bread…
I am reminded that what we do here is meant
to enact in microcosm God’s will for the world.
So, we confess, we repent, we forgive and are
forgiven. We are reconciled and at peace, we gather together to be fed and all
are freely given bread.
What we do in the here and the now of this
gathered community is the enactment of God’s will for the entire community.
And, if we can't do it here, how on God's good earth will we do it out there?
And, if we can't do it here, how on God's good earth will we do it out there?
Because, we didn’t build the temple to restore the
world,
we built it to restore ourselves so that WE might restore the world.
we built it to restore ourselves so that WE might restore the world.
A weighty task, but not one we undertake
alone. Because, something else that is made clear in this gathering is that we
do not, and should not, serve God alone. We serve God in fellowship with the
Body of Christ, the body that carries the burden with us. The sharing of the
burden is the fulfillment of the promise of Christ we hear in the Gospel today.
“Come to me, all you that are weary and are
carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and
learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for
your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
The burden is lighter when shared…our
singular bodies are not meant to exist in isolation, we who are MANY are one
body. One body in baptism, one body in the sharing of the bread, one body, one
hope, one call. A call to serve alongside the other members of the body, and in
that service making the burden lighter for those who labor alongside us.
So, then how shall we serve? What is God’s
calling? What is our purpose within this body?
This body that shares a sense of relative
stability, a stability that allows us to look up and look out into those places
in the world that long for the now we have, that seems so far off from the now
they live. And, so what shall we, we the Church, we the body of Christ do with
our ONE wild and precious life?
What shall we do from this temple, from this
altar, from this place…how will we make what we create in this place a creation for the world? A new creation that will make real the hopes of captives and lift the burdens of the oppressed...
To return to the words of prophets, “return to your
stronghold, O prisoners of hope: today I declare that I will restore to you
double”. Our hope, our joy, the worlds need—and a restoration beyond what
anyone, anyone in the now can
imagine! Amen.
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